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I feel sad. And I don't even know why. And my font is grey bcos thats how i feel, gloomy like the weather tadi. Maybe because I just cut my hair ? Hmms. Today even before Ms Ross arrived for Drama, I was already feeling sad. Like downnnnn to the max rabak giler. Idk uh.. I realized I'm always surrounded with ppl, so many ppl, but no matter how close they were to me, I somehow felt that they were distant now. Maybe because its the hols ? But I still see my friends almost everyday pe. I just didn't feel the ease and happiness which I used to when I was around my best friends. They're always there but somehow nowadays it feels so freaking hard, like as if I couldn't pour out everything & relax. And its not as if we had any conflicts seyh. Maybe I'm just PMS-ing. Anw while Aida & Syaf were dancing to some Korean thingy before Ms Ross came, I took out my hp & remembered that I hadn't replied to Imen, so I msged her, then she called. I went outside the room to talk to Imen otp & idk why but I suddenly felt super emotional & broke down like 3 times. Lagi2 Imen said "Don't cry Ella", which is the last thing someone should say if I'm on the verge of crying, hahas. But I felt a little better afterwards. Hmms.

This sucks seyh. I hv nth to think abt since sch is over. Syaf & Aida always has smthg Korean to think abt or to look forward to.. Imen always has err, smthg to think abt, heh, whereas I hv nth I'm crazy abt right now. I feel so empty gitu. Haizz. Today's the first time in my entire life that I ever said this.. I hate my life.

Ahh damn it, I should stop all this emo crap. Just making me feel more down seyh.

Oh yay my kawan online ! Can cheer me up :D byeee.

heyhey ! :D

woke up this morning a little later than i planned to bcos my hp died while i was sleeping so the alarm didnt ring.

& it was so weird bcos i swear the batt was full just before i slept.

anw, met up with Imen & Aida @ white sands.

the shop Imen wanted to go opened at 11am,

so we had breakfast at KFC first (:

omg i was spoilt for choices !

it was my first time eating breakfast @ KFC since i usually eat breakfast at Mac,

& everything there seemed nice.

the porridge, twister thingy  & waffles were all super tempting.

but i decided to buy the twister meal.

even though it was yummy, i regretted buying it bcos it wasn't filling !

i finished the freaking roll in like, 5 mins ?

the rolled bread or wtv with omelette and chicken & wtv else is inside + a drink = $4.80.

wth siaa. the porridge meal or the egg&waffles meal was cheaper & more filling.

ishhh. kays nvm.

oh & Imen & Aida had a scrambled eggs fight lol.

they were throwing it at each other while i was desperately trying to ask them to stop but failing miserably.

& guess what they were fighting abt ?

WHO'S THE MAGNAE (youngest) -.- hahaha.

aft tht went to popular, browsed things, then went to a few other shops.

oh oh & i bought a pretty earpiece (which Aida chose for me) :DDD

the hot pink colour is so pretty, it comes with 3 diff sizes of ear plugs thingy, the wire is vry long & there's a volume control thingy built in (:

aida & imen tried it on & were really awed bcos when u listen to music it makes u feel like you're in yr own world. hehh.

drama was fun i guess.

there was one part where we all had to act as 'happy' gangsters (then teringat SOMEBODY, hahas (:).

aft tht we had to walk around the room & find someone who has smthg in common with u in like 5secs ?

then each pair had to come up with a scene in a few secs.

we had to think super fast, then when it was my turn to show them my scene,

i just did wtv came to my mind.

"EH SISTERRR !!" *in an increasingly high pitch*

everyone cracked up laughing.

i came up with tht line bcos i recently watched Bosiah, thank God i did.

anw, do come to our sch Open House this Saturday yeahh :D

everyone is welcomed to come !

LOL !

anw i cant stand it anymore at home !

everyone's getting on my nerves.

its just the beginning of the hols for me but everything i do is wrong >.<

i cant talk to my frens on the phone in peace (even though its been mths since i did),

i cant use the internet in peace,

i cant watch tv in peace (i couldnt even finish watching the first episode Vampire Diaries !!)  :(((

i can't tolerate being nagged at for every single little thing anymore.

its the freaking hols, gimme a break manszx!

damn it. i think i rather go to drama practices than stay at home.

aisyah : shasha said she's gonna switch off the internet tmrw...

me : wth ?! i'm going out tmrw uh, idc !!

aisyah : bring me !!

me : sure.

*shasha comes in*

shasha: i'm gonna switch off the internet tmrw.

me : *looks up smiling* okeyh !

shasha: you & aisyah study tmrw k. do u hv drama tmrw ?

me : i wish.

lastly, i made a new friend today !

not exactly new bcos he added me at msn for like a mth now but it was only today tht we chatted, hahaha.

so far, i gather that he is smart, funny, a gd fren, fun to talk to & he likes white, black, red & green  (:

definitely worth making a fren uh ((:

hope u make it to VJC dude ! i rly think u will (:

heyhey ! :D

last night my family went out to Sofra for dinner.

its a Turkish restaurant & cafe @ Shaw Towers.

the food there is oh-so-delicious seyh.

& i love the deco. very cozy.

we could actually see the chefs @ work, & the chefs are Turkish. (Imen, *kenings naik-naik* ;D)

the food came damn fast too, like within 5 mins ?

& the food was satisfying without making us feel bloated.

oh oh & the waiters are damn friendly too !

hahaha. had a greattt time ! ^^

anw we were so full ystd tht we didnt cut the birthday cake.

so we did this morning.

anw, LOOK AT THE CAKE !!

i gasped when i saw it.

pretty right ?

my cousin Fahmi baked it.

i swear he should open a bakery siaa.

he bakes awesomeee cheesecakes.

the cake tastes super yummy too.

go to my links under Yummy Cheesecake if you're interested ;)

heyhey !

here's the pic which i said i was gonna upload today (:

when i opened it i was like, "oooh pretty ! its pink !"

then i realized tht i hvnt put the sticker on, & the sticker is so pretty too !

so i pasted it on ^^

pretty pretty pretty guitar :D

hahas.

anw i'm blogging at 8am today bcos i woke up at 6+ to go to sch,

but my right eye was still red *sad face*

& it was red since ystd ! >.<

i think its either my contact lens irritated my eye or some of the victoria secret perfume ystd got into my eye & irritated it.

in any case, my eye is irritated. hah.

but its so much better now uh.

i called aida & she said i shouldnt go to sch in case it got worse or smthg. heh.

anw for today we're only checking bio file & discussing nxt yr's OLE (outdoor learning experience, in case u dk. erm CIP in other words.)

so i guess not much of a diff if i came today anw.

and and anddd,

today is my sister's birthday ! :DDD

happy 23rd bithday shasha ;D

thank you for being such an awesome sister,

& for being there for me always.

may all yr wishes come true & God bless you !

i love you ! :D

yay tmrw last day of EAP woohoo ! *does Imen's ananas dance*

hahas. LIKE FINALLY.

Its been the longest 2 wks of my life !!

damn but tmrw got drama >.<

anw i realized that i have so many pink stuff !! :/

*horror face*

my hp cover is pink,

my sex band is pink,

my pouch is pink,

almost all my stationeries are pink.

ahhhh !!

so i hereby am forced to admit that i love turquoise AND pink >.<

ohh & here are some pics that joanna has uploaded ! ;D

more @ facebook.

oh oh & today i got a super cute & pretty guitar from mac's Happy Meal.

hehe :D i took a pic of it bcos its super duper cute laaa.

lazy to upload the pic now, shall upload tmrw or smthg (:

oh shit the guitar is pink ! damn it !! >.<

kay byeee ! (:

yayyyyy finally malay o's are OVERRR !!!

i feel happy & free.

no i'm kidding. 2 hrs of A maths each day for the rest of this wk still burdens me.

hahahaha.

anw, the compre part of the paper was rather challenging bcos it wasnt direct :/

today was so freaking nerve-wrecking sia !

i cnt imagine how it would be like if i was taking my bio or A maths o lvl paper.

i think i'd hyperventilate or smthg.

& no i'm not exaggerating.

kay fine maybe a little -.-

okeyh bye i wanna sleep !

seriously not looking forward to tmrw's 2-hr A maths lesson :(

today first lesson for extra class was chem.

fun, as usual (:

we practiced titration.

the colour changes for methyl orange are fun & pretty ^^

red, orange, orangey-pink & pink !

but i'm just gonna show the pink bcos saye suke pink. hahas.

during bio, mdm ashikin was MIA & we had to re-write investigations, its like @#$%$^ !!!

it was frustrating, lagi2 only syaf brought bio txtbk, hahas.

sat beside shai bcos we both insisted on not skipping the approach part, hehs :D

during higher malay class,

cikgu brought/bought (haha idk which to use) a cake to celebrate all our birthdays bcos we celebrated hers 2 yrs in a row.

pretty cake ! ader strawberries lagi :DDD

lastly,

OMG TMRW MALAY O LEVELS AHHHHHHHHH !!!!!

*screams & runs around*

wish me luck yeahh ! :/

totally slacked today.

watched Bosiah, then went to sleep.

i seriously dont knw what i did in the morning & afternoon, other than watching Bosiah & sleeping.

anw, my cousin Syafiqah came over today ((:

when i woke up from my nap, Shasha ajak me go Expo to shop then i was like oh okeyh sure.

went to Expo with Khadijah, Shasha, Aisyah, Zahara & Syafiqah at around 8pm.

Aisyah was being moody and she was still upset with me for not letting her buy the Cotton On shoes ystd -.-

so i just walked around with Syafiqah.

initially i didnt plan to buy anything but in the end i think i bought the most things ? lol.

bought a bag, shoes, blablabla.

ohh and i saw this super cute bedsheet with rainbow-coloured hearts all over it !

hahaha.

anw, it was fun ((:

hahaha step winter kat singapore, lol :D

today was fun !

i dyed halimah's hair brown bcos she was bored with her red hair. lol

we were talking while i dyed her hair, then aisyah & i said we were super bored,

so we all decided to catch a movie today :D

went out ard 5+.

ate first, then went to watch Love Happens.

btw i hate popcorn but omg the popcorn there tasted AWESOME.

anyway, i was so happy that we were watching Love Happens bcos i love everything & anything Jennifer Aniston acts in.

actually i expected the movie to be kinda cliche; smthg interesting happens & a man & woman falls in love..

but the movie was just, whoaa.

it made me shed tears a few times but it also made me burst out laughing a few times.

YOU SHOULD ALL WATCH IT ! 

and thanks samsul for belanja-ing us :D

really appreciate it ((: